kadang kita salah ambil keputusan dan nyesel sama keputusan kita. tapi percuma ga ada yang bisa diubah kalau udah kejadian, yang kita harus buat perbaiki diri ajah biar ga akan keulangan lagi. tapi kadang disebalik kekesalan itu ada hikmahnya. 

gue memang sih akuin kalau gue salah  dan gue nyesel </3 tapi gue juga ngerasa bersyukur juga sih. memang waktu itu ada satu cewe yang menurut gue cantik,perhatian, bisa nerima apa adanyaa. ya kita kenalan waktu itu tuh lewa tweet dan terus ke ym kerana jarak memisahkan jadi kita contactannya ke ym. ya gue emang ngerasa nyaman banget di pinggir dia ga tau kenapa.

tapi gue rasa gue belum bisa pacaran lagi.. gue takut bakal nyakitin hatinya, waktu itu gue lagi ga ada mood buat pacaran dan ga ada komitmen. ya tiap hari sepanjang hari bisa dibilang gue chat terus ke dia.. kalau chat sama dia tuh nyaman banget terus dia bisa bikin gue semangat lagi. gue anggep dia tuh kayak sahabat ajah sahabat paling deket sama gue.

tapi waktu itu mungkin dia anggep gue bakal ngeharkosin atau apa.. biasalah cewe. dia jadian sama cowo lain. ya gue cuman bisa ngedoa kalau hubungan mereka langgeng. "percuma kalau kita bahagia sedangkan sahabat ga". ya gue ngedoain dia ajah supaya mereka dapet longlasst sampe nikah. mudah-mudahan cowonya dapet jaga dia dengan baik.. susah cari orang kayak dia sebenernya.

ya gue relain ajah dia ikhlasin ajah. kayak lagu rocket rocker "Pergilah bersamanya disanadengan dia yg ada segalanya bersenang-senanglah sepuasanya biarkan disini ku menyendiri" hahaha. ya gue disini menyendiri lagi dah... tapi walaupun dia ada pacar hubungan kita biasa ajah.

ya gue memang bego ga peka sama orang yang sayang ke gue. gue lepasin dia gitu ajah. emang gue salah sih. tapi a udah lah.. ga ada yang bisa berubah lagi. </3 ya gue ambil hikmahnya ajah dari semua ini walau agak gimanalah.. seharusnya gue tuh peka dikit kalau dia tuh sayang ke gue. dan kenapa gue ga tembak dia ajah kenapa dan kenapa? errrrrrr emang sih ini semua salah gue jadi gue harus terima ajah ikhalsin ajahlah da ga ada yang bisa diputar balikin,diulang lagi kan.

dia tuh emang aneh,susah cari sahabat&temen kayak dia.. sahabat yang tau kapan saatnya gue butuhin dia dan saatnya gue pengen sendiri. memang gue bersyukur banget dapet kenal sama dia. semoga dia bahagia dengan apa yang ada dengannya ajah gue bakal doaiin buat kebahagiaannya. :D


penyesalan emang suka dateng belakangan, jangen sampe nyesel sama apa yang kamu buat

It's Liverpool

Anfield will always be the place for passion and strong emotion but the tumult and riotous assembly off the pitch had been too much for too long.

The restoration of a Peter Robinson-like calm was needed. We need more right steps in more of the right order - a measured pace for a now generation. FSG’s legacy continues to build.

The quiet and considered de-bunking of the stadium myth is the case in point. The club has charged about hither and tither. This way. That way. Higher, higher! More, more! - actually, less and less.

Even if the stadium had worked it wouldn’t have made the difference. It is not the be all and end all. It’s not the whole deal. Chasing Arsenal’s money is not it. Doubling the money from the stadium is not it. A total turnover (tv, commercial, matchday) ahead of Bayern, Barca and Real Madrid. That’s it.

And Anfield is it. Investing clever money where loadsamoney don’t work. We are quietly and inexorably moving towards a renewed Anfield in a renewed club in a renewed community.

We know we have to bring more money into the ground. We know we can’t wring any more money from hard-pressed pockets. The club can’t ask much more of us individually but the club can sell more of what we’ve got to more like us.

Not especially boxes. Liverpool is not that kind of place. Not especially that kind of fan. Premium seats yes - plenty of them. With great hospitality packages. Not more expensive. More of them.

Better standard seats yes, with better bars and sports bars and tv bars and, and... and cheaper seats for families and kids - with their own cafes. Their own comings and goings. Their place in a wider pricing structure. A multitude of ‘price entry points’. Something for everyone.

Something for the pub culture. Bring the pub into the match. A fan village for the locals - plugged into the stadium. An Anfield treasure trove for visitors. Starting the day earlier. Finishing it later. Making a day of it - or two.

A simple stadium. Not a 'cheap' stadium - a cost-effective stadium. Large blocks of seating. Close to the pitch. Rising sharply. Clear and unobstructed views for everybody. Two 'tiers' on three sides. One Kop. Strong roof line. Dominant. Intimidating.

A masterplan for the next fifty years starting now. Growing as we grow. ‘Finished’ at every stage - stopping when we have enough.

It would be a great stadium. An awesome stadium. And all the better for being Anfield.